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Lexa Martinez de la Cueva

Started Journey
12/2023
Healing From
Schizoaffective Disorder
Key Symptoms Addressed
Reality feels very real (not virtual), more motivated, increased energy, feeling stable, able to learn and retain more/increased clarity, increased capacity for stress, renewed interest in things from a long time ago, newfound confidence, no psychosis/mania despite known triggers (except when severe withdrawal took over for a bit but these waves met criteria for withdrawal-induced psychosis not the return of the illness as there are key differences).
Top Three Strategies
Regular/nearly daily exercise, medical keto, and sleep hygiene.
Last Updated 02/2026

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Lexa's Journey

Lexa's Story

T
H

Therapeutic

I see the psychiatrist every few months or so; I've been doing a liquid taper of olanzapine with the help of a compounding pharmacy. I had to reset my tapering after going too quickly. The lower I go the slower I should go and the smaller the cuts should be as is possible to measure out. It could take a few years to come off unless I switch to another medication before I'm completely off olanzapine which is one viable option. But olanzapine is not my match.

I

Integration

I take magnesium, vitamin d+k2, acetyl-l-carnitine when levels are low, melatonin as needed (usually a few times a month), Vitassium Electrolyte supplements. Supplements are expensive so I try to get most of what I need from food, plus they can mess with my stomach because I am sensitive to some of them. As suggested by a keto coach I get routine blood tests: complete blood count with differential, vitamin d levels, comprehensive metabolic panel, free + total carnitine every 3-6 months. I also might do a lipid panel to confirm I'm a Lean Mass Hyper Responder b/c my cholesterol is quite high on keto. I see a GP as needed.

N

Nutritional

Medical Keto (not Carnivore) - I aim for 75% or higher calories from fat, 20% or less calories from protein, and 5-10% calories from carbs. I rarely go over 82% calories from fat because more fat is inedible to me. I aim for 20 grams or less of net carbs to sustain therapeutic ketosis. Unless I'm eating out at a restaurant where I hope for the best with the food I am given, I weigh my food consistently which is a true effort. I stick to a sugar-free, gluten-free diet (as clean a keto as possible) but I am unable to eliminate dairy even if that would have benefits for me, haven't tried to find out b/c of its keto-friendly convenience and taste. I still want to enjoy my food and while I do not physically crave the high carb lifestyle foods I had before keto and again during severe withdrawal, I do miss them at times, especially if I can smell them but it's worth it to me to avoid cheating unless I can be promised nothing negative will happen. I eat three meals a day because I get headaches if I skip breakfast or I unintentionally lose weight. The headaches started when I had to bump up to a higher dose of olanzapine, well it didn't need to be as high as I went but I got spooked by severe withdrawal and it turns out I am often my own experiment on this journey. 

K

Ketosis

Keto-Mojo for finger prick blood and ketone measurements, food tracking in Cronometer. I prefer ketones 2mmol - 3.5mmol and I strive for a GKI of less than 3 for therapeutic reasons in mental health and other health issues so I check my blood glucose too. Given research, I feel confident I'm healing if ketones are 1.5mmol or higher. Ketones over 3.5mmol along with low blood glucose (usually around 70) will make me nauseous and anxious so I am not be too strict with keto. I test once a day before dinner to avoid the dawn effect of the morning or after a new meal.

S

Sleep

I started experiencing insomnia in my teens and it increased a lot before my first break with reality. I've mostly lived in apartments below someone and I have often had loud neighbors with night owl lifestyles. I maintain the same bedtime and waketimes every day as much as possible, within 30 minutes. I like to get 5-10 minutes direct sunlight in the morning when the sun comes up but sometimes my work schedule or something else does not make this possible and I can still sleep at night but light is important for circadian rhythm so I believe it's olanzapine maintaining my sleep for now. I sleep with two white noise machines, a fan/air conditioner, a black zDen bed tent from amazon, the litbear sleep mask from amazon. In sum, keep it dark, quiet, and cold. I wear blue light blocking glasses before bedtime (1-2 hours); I stop electronics about an hour before getting into bed, listen to my favorite music, create to-do lists for the next day, write creatively or journalistically, do kiddie puzzles, just nothing exciting before bed on a typical night.

M

Move

I really enjoy walking outside in the neighborhood but lately in the winter, I go cycling at the local gym or dance at home. I don't overdo it - I know last year I was more intense about how much and how rigorously I exercised and as I lower olanzapine again, I will notice how much better I feel after I exercise, but for now it's something where I try to do one exercise session daily, even if it's for fifteen minutes just to say I did.

A

Avoid

I am not a drinker (it hasn't been a problem for me since I started taking olanzapine b/c I didn't want to suffer a scary interaction of the med + liquor). I don't do drugs which is also not a problem. I don't smoke anything and it's never been my thing. I only have caffeine in chocolate because it makes me anxious and jittery in coffee. I can't avoid all negative social interactions at this time so I limit them and when they do happen, try to navigate them with emotional intelligence.

R

Rebuild

Tapering olanzapine extra slowly the second time around with the goal to be completely off just to have it as my PRN as needed OR I will switch to a low dose medication that is less powerful in side effects - no matter what, I do not want to go medication free until I am confident that I am completely healed. But how do you know you're healed when individual healing times vary? I have yet to learn. I haven't been journaling so much as I creatively write though I also document important things. I have the online Discord community by Lauren Kennedy West when I need it. I need in-person interaction, community and relationships which I explore locally. When I bumped up to a higher dose of olanzapine I found my motivation went down again and brain fog went up so I stopped having capacity for vagus nerve exercises but they were comforting when I used them. My budget changed and due to scheduling availability I don't see a therapist and they are human too, meaning they aren't always helpful so I very very carefully ask chatgpt/copilot for help in certain situations with analyses and suggestions (I'd say 70-80% of the time they offer good insight and strategies) but when I did see a therapist consistently they validated me in human form 100% regarding a certain situation. I am navigating this situation with that prior support in mind, documentation, writing, AI, occasionally telling someone, doing things I enjoy, and getting out. Keto does not make the situation better; it makes me better at handling difficult situations but external circumstances make a difference in life generally - it's not like keto improves my mood if something bad is happening but I keep learning and moving forward with medicine as insurance and metabolic therapies giving me confidence and fuel. Having a permanent and proper job that is a workfit will help the situation - I get temp jobs but if it's not a fit, I do not rebuild and I have to leave for consistent healing.

T

Track

Cronometer for diet every day - I like their nutrition breakdowns and detailed tracking capability. I used to own the WHOOP device but it wasn't accurate consistently for sleep tracking which was the main reason I bought it. I am basic now; I pay attention to what happened at night and base how I feel in the morning onward to know if I slept well. I'm open to a sleep tracker in the future because I like data but it's freeing to not rely on it or need it.

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